It's been almost a year since I last wrote anything on this blog. I've checked in often though but never made a mark. Coming back on here almost feels like I'm resurrecting an old ghost, which doesn't make much sense to me because this place used to be my place of comfort.
I think I stopped writing here because I stopped having answers. Being that this is an Islamic blog, I felt compelled to always know more. But now, as I look back on it, I realize that it never was knowledge that I gave out, but a feeling of self-sufficiency; for me and hopefully for others. I want to regain that feeling of belonging. These past years have been some of the hardest to endure. Throughout them, I reached low points and high points. I fell into depression numerous times but always got back up with the help of Allah (s.w.t).
Yet I still don't have answers. All I know is that I'm tired of always being on the defensive side. I'm tired of always having to be the one questioned and doubted. So maybe this blog will become my new platform once again. But maybe this time, something will change.

Welcome back, readers. This Muslim teen is trying to revive herself.
Questions? Comments? Words of encouragement? Comment!
And may Allah (s.w.t) guide and bless us all. 

2 thoughts:

Candice said...

Welcome back! Looking forward to your thoughts

Anonymous said...

Why were you feeling down and depressed?

Just came across this blog as i was researching about the islamic identity ;)